I am freaking exhausted. Tuesdays aren’t suppose to be this stressful but this one is different. It all started when Paul came over to our place and woke me up at freakin’ 8am to return my XDA. I asked him to bring it to his office last night to sell it because I badly want that RAZR V3x. Good thing he brought that Egg McMuffin that I asked, yummy!

Anyway, the day went on with another extremely boring pprog class and then spent my 4 and a half hour break at greenbelt 1 because there was this guy who’s interested in getting the XDA. He just took a look at it and said that he will text me back tonight. Well, he did but just to say that he bought the other one who offered him free stuffs. Sucker.

OS Lab class used to be really fun. It’s usually the time where I’m proud of myself by doing a programming exercise in no time and producing an excellent result. Tonight was different because my professor gave us a difficult one that is to be done in over 2 weeks. My mind was just off and I couldn’t get started.

Random thoughts: This entry is so lame. I badly want a new phone. I can’t wait to watch Cars on Thursday. I’m broke.

Blogs really are for insomnicacs, aren’t they? I got up from bed because I kept tossing and turning not being able to rest my eyes shut.

This has been swirling in my head for the past few days now and I can’t stop being worried. For the past few weeks I’m in a point of contentment, nothing is bothering me and no one is runing my life. I actually feel happy because I know I have a goal and for now it is to graduate. It’s nice having to just lie on your bed at night and just peacefully sleep–no thoughts of depression, no crying, just plain random thoughts. But now, I’m starting to get worried again…what happens after graduation? What will I do with my life? I know I got that pilot thing all worked up but I’m not getting my hopes up too much because my parents’ word aren’t exactly reliable. I can’t possibly have a desk job again, I just can’t.

You know one thing that I really hate? People who can’t do stuffs alone like watch a movie or eat in public, hell even going to a mall. I mean it’s OK if you’re one of those people as long as you don’t make such a big fuss over it but god, show some signs of independence once in a while. Go try watching a movie alone, it’s liberating. Don’t worry, that couple 2 seats behind you doesn’t care. No one really does because each is engulfed in their own thing to bother thinking why you are sitting there by yourself. Sooner or later you’ll learn the benefits of actually being in control of your own time. It’s yours to begin with.

Just one of those serious entries…I just thought I haven’t done this in a while.